crunched close by curation into sequence not choice as if that taste nostalgia on my tongue wasn’t paid by her whom i sometimes glimpse on Sunday visits behind faded eyes
this is the part of the walk I mark
when the sky grumpy all afternoon
could just as easily clear
that instant when
it could still be fine or storm
familiar as your up or down
daily attending that turn
from balmy to squall
that instant when
it growls and downs its load upon
the families scurrying for shelter
that instant when
i go the other way
rush into the rain
as I have always
fallen into your pain
grandpa and ma will bring them to the Jewel this weekend
at the entrance they will display 4 tickets to the nets booked hastily for some time when promises were forever because parents are free and children good at bouncing back
losing your partner after 60 years
loving your partner for only 30
but so finely you can no longer
tell which days were which
and must mourn as if
for every one
A's eyes seemed filled with tears
that do not fall
at Dutchbat he escaped the chaffing
by bare weeks
13 is an unlucky number here too
when the March for Peace is mentioned
they light up for a moment
the other time this happens
I think I had asked a stupid question
and then they twinkled
part pity part indulgence
i’m sure it’s not because he’d seen
anything new under the sun
@the battery factory, srebrenica-potocari memorial centre
too young yet to savage his own feed before puberty promotes him to that other list of african fives with the vulture the warthog the gnu and the marabou
perhaps it's not a face that only a mother would love
red-billed oxpeckers love their gwyneths long-legged and graceful she gets the daily exfoliation at five they get some nesting overnight but not before she slides in a sundowner at the corner watering hole
Karma is deprived the driver’s seat when the engine stalls in the morning chill we take a substitute car to faux Eagles Nest where we must wait too long for a meal he’s glimpsed only once more that day roadside at cordyceps store where we do get a good deal
Ugyen brings the blessings in the monastery where a couple of hundred bucks buys lunch for each monk I make a faux pas serving meat to the proto vegetarian
Ugyen brings the blessings in the morning we wear travel braids for three days fortune just past the pass we toss old apples to a lucky langur family